So I just read the first few words of each of my posts and every one of them starts with how I'm struggling. I am going to start focusing on the positive with the struggle a minimal part. I think that I need to start focusing on what is good and positive about what I'm doing and how I'm feeling. I'll start right now by saying how grateful I am for the abundance in my life. I am grateful that I am open to seeing who I really am, that I am willing to learn about myself and to seek knowledge in the things I love, I have hope that I will someday master what it takes for me to stick to raw and make positive choices every day. I will continue to learn about myself, and what I love. I will do the things that make me feel happy. I will love myself unconditionally. I have a wonderful husband who is interested in raw food for the first time since I've been doing it, (on and off for the last 5 years). 


I am grateful for this place to write about how I'm feeling, and what I'm thinking!


love