Monday, May 30, 2011

Well, I've been struggling a bit with wanting to eat cooked foods. I have a little but mostly I've been staying raw. I just really feel like it's important not to forget my passion about this way of life. I need to remember all the reasons that this makes me happy, why I LOVE it so much. I know without a shadow of a doubt that this will improve my life. When I go raw my emotions are always on the surface, that makes me deal with them instead of stuffing them down with copious amounts of cooked, gross foods, and without fail I always feel rotten after. Emotional eating has never made me feel better! NEVER!!! So why the hell do I keep on doing it? I need remind myself in that moment of all of the positive things that will come from me not eating and actually dealing with what I'm feeling, even if that's just allowing myself to feel what I'm feeling. Why am I so afraid of how I feel? How can I be ok with it? How do I truly accept how I'm feeling and love myself through the emotions? I want to be happy, I want to allow myself to be my true self. 


I allow love to be dominant in my life, I allow peace, I allow myself to come back to my true self. 




peace

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